I walked into the living room where my parents were watching the TV. When I eventually got home I realised that I didn't have any studying to do. The night went on as it did any other night, I came in from university, had a shower then got changed, I went out with my friends for an hour then went home. I knew what I was going to do that night.
However one night I decided I would try out the 'gay' side of me. I knew I liked men but I didn't want to admit it. I loved porn with busty blondes and always more than one man. When I had finished studying I would jerk off to some porn on the internet. My nightly routine would be go home get showered, changed, go out with my friends for an hour or so then go back home and study. As I grew older I became more interested in my school work and gave up on relationships, although I still got horny. The girls that I liked were always slim and wore a lot of makeup. I think the longest I had ever been with somebody was four and a half weeks. I first started looking at girls when I was around 13 or 14, I had a few girlfriends but they were only high-school girlfriends, the type of relationship that last a week or two then ends.
I am 19 years old and heterosexual, or so I thought. Hi, I'm Karl, I live in Newcastle with my parents (Alan and Caroline) and go to university.